TODAY's HIGHEST POINT

 August 7, 2023:

TODAY's HIGHEST POINT:

real live human skin-to-skin hugs and kisses from my boys

real live human skin to skin hugs and kisses from my nieces and nephew, FIL and helper

a car ride to dinner with new old new friends and fam

BONUS: 

dinner and cake!! 

met a new fun straightforward friend!! 

+ free ride home 

+ a place to call my own safe clean sacred HOME SWEET HOME!!!!

🥳💜❤️‍🔥💘💖

TODAY's LOWEST POINT:

being told by one of them that they dont wanna spend time with me (hes 16 so i have to accept that mom is part of his uncool peep list for the next X years)

being told to leave our "family" home

getting shouted at by a soul fam friend

BONUS: 

getting uninvited to an important wedding 🥲-- gift will be sent asap

🤯❤️‍🩹💔

TODAY's LESSONS learneD:

1. Ask for help.

2. Speak your mind.

3. Say sorry if i hurt anyone with my words, tone and actions. **IMPT Benny Bernardo

4. Respect others.

5. If people dont answer your call, DONT bug them Martin Lugtu

6. If people answer your call, invite them for dinner <3

7. Leave places you dont feel welcome.

8. Stay in places you feel safe and welcome.

9. Spend precious time wisely. remember, it is PRECIOUS BORROWED TIME.

10. Dont force or expect anyone to understand what you are going through and dont force people to say sorry or apologize when they are not ready or cant see what they did wrong.

real blood from a finger cut as a heart

oh, and one more impt lesson:

11. if people answer your call and shout at you for bugging them, learn to hang up asap and run!! no need to listen to a mad mad mad shouting busy toot who cant apologize or accept your apology and reason for calling as an emergency sos call.

😎🤝✌️🤞🤟🤘👊

#deetalks @deewrites #deesolutions #finallyfree #finallyfreedee #riseinpeace still 

#flyfree forever #sorrynotsorry #thankyounext